By the time I entered my teens, I had developed a pragmatic attitude to my many odd experiences. To my way of looking at it, these things happened, that was just the way it was. I had succeeded in compartmentalizing this portion of life, neatly packing it away and I never saw any need to mention it to anyone.

Are you giving your search for truth and enlightenment the time and attention that is needed?.  Have you given your goal the absolute highest priority in your life?  and do your expectations and your practices match up?. Seeking spiritual enlightenment can neither be a hobby or an occasional pursuit